Wednesday, August 26, 2015

"O my Lord, I am not eloquent" and other faulty reasons for silence.

Has the enemy ever told you something along these lines: “You can’t tell people what God is doing in your life because you aren’t very good at articulating your thoughts. Keep it to yourself. Let the eloquent speakers share; what they have to say is of more value because it sounds prettier coming out of their mouth. That person has letters behind their name, you should just listen. If you want to speak, get some credentials. Until then, you should ignore any inclination you have to speak about your walk with Jesus...I mean, who do you think you are? Are you so proud? Do you really think you’re so 'special' that you have something to ADD to the life of the Church?! God wants you to be humble, that means you be quiet and listen. A teachable person listens and doesn’t speak, you want to be teachable and humble, right? Besides, that thing you were considering sharing, in the whole scheme of things, it’s nothing; why would anyone want to spend time hearing about your little struggles or your little victories or you little life? Head down, mouth shut...that’s want ‘living a quiet and peaceable life’ means.”

If he has, I just want to remind you of one little thing: The enemy is a big, fat liar. Yes, a liar. And not just a slimy, twisting liar, but a being in passionate pursuit of destroying the people of God, stealing the glory of God and hindering the power of God from playing out in the broken world.

I think it is important to get a conversation going, this requires words. For me, because God made me introspective, I am completely uncomfortable when I don't understand how I am doing or where I am at. I confront my emotions and deal with the circumstances of my life because I am unable to stuff things (for better or for worse). Because of my reflective nature, I embrace the invitation to stand before the Father in Christ with boldness and without shame--just as I am--with great joy. I process through my emotions and pains and confusions and questions in the presence of the Lord and the Truth of His word. I know who I am before the Creator God who defines me. That means, if I can boldly stand without shame before God, I can express the things I am struggling with and learning about with boldness and without shame before people. And I have found that the more I see and understand about what God is doing in me and around me, the less I can hold it in. But the more I share it, the more I hear the reasons why many around me AREN’T sharing. They are silently living their lives with Jesus because they "aren’t very eloquent of speech," the things they’re learning "are just too insignificant," they "aren’t qualified" to have a voice in people’s lives, etc. etc. (I can understand believing all of these things, I’ve been silent because of them far too many times myself.) So I find that while many people will listen to my life and my revelations and my struggles and my victories, they hold back from sharing with me their own.

But what is unfortunate about this one-sided conversation (other than the fact that I desperately want to hear from them), is that I firmly believe that the act of articulating your thoughts and the work God is doing in you is a wonderful way of observing them fully and allowing them to solidify in your heart and mind. I honestly think it’s a vital step in completing the process of the work God does in each of us: Put it in words--eloquent or ineloquent is not the point--and share it.

I would encourage each of you to line up your excuses (such as the ones listed above) and shoot them down with Truth. Here is an example:

LIE: I’m not good at articulating myself.
TRUTH: In the book of Exodus, God told Moses He was going to use him to free His people from slavery, the largest exodus of all time. Upon hearing this, barefoot in the presence of a holy God, Moses presented Him with lots of reasons why he wasn’t the right man for the job; after all, he wasn’t just ineloquent, he was slow of speech and tongue. Was God’s hand shortened because of Moses’ deficits? Absolutely not. God took what Moses DID have (ie a simple staff and an ineloquent, slow tongue) and freed 600,000 male slaves (if you add the women and children, the number could have been around ~2,400,000).

Because here is the truth: The work of God in our lives belongs to Him. His work in us points to Him, magnifies Him, glorifies Him, and reflects Him. It is not self-exalting to share it because ultimately, it isn’t about us; it’s about Jesus. And the power of our testimony doesn’t lie in the eloquence of our words, it lies in Jesus. So we can offer up the words we do have--jumbled or stumbled or stuttered doesn’t matter--they are filled with potential because they are backed by pure, edifying power of our magnificent God.

All this was really just a very long way of exhorting you to fight your excuses! Put the enemy in his place, why should he get to dictate what comes out of our mouths and what stays in? Let's let the Lord direct our tongues. Can you imagine how much potential there is for growth and for an offering of praise and glory to the Lord if we would boldly testify to one another and invite each other into the inter workings of our daily walk with Him?! Jesus said, “For out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks.” If the work of God in your heart DOESN’T overflow out of your mouth, then I would encourage you to ponder it until it does.

And then tell me about it. :)

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