Meditations on Psalm 84: The highways to Zion

Psalm 84:5-7
“Blessed are those whose strength is in You,
in whose heart are the highways to Zion.
As they go through the Valley of Baca
they make it a place of springs;
the early rain also covers it with pools.
They go from strength to strength;
each one appears before God in Zion.”

A friend said to me the other day after I had shared with her a burden on my heart, “I didn’t think anything bad ever happened to you, you’re happy all the time.” I know she was speaking in jest, as she is aware of some of the things I have walked through in the last few years, but it got me thinking. Thinking about the phrases in the bible that start with, “Blessed is the one who....”

In most of these places, the Greek word is “esher,” which means “blessedness, happiness.” Being blessed and being happy should by definition go hand in hand; the blessing of God should produce deep and abiding joy. By looking in these verses, we can find things that bring about this blessed happiness. Even within Psalm 84 we have a few examples; things such as dwelling in the house of the Lord, singing His praise, finding strength in God, trusting Him...and finally in verse 5, having within the heart “highways to Zion.”

What does this mean? I will tell you what I think of these highways that lead to Zion. I think this is in reference to the truths of scripture. My paraphrase would be something like this: “In whose heart are the Truths that point to the Lord.” Throughout the bible, we learn truth and promises that point us to the Lord; that tell us who we are in Him, that tell us how to live for Him, that reveal to us the very heart of the One True Living God. This truth within us changes us, it strengthens us, it directs us to Zion.

Look at the verses following this statement: As this blessed one goes “through the Valley of Baca, they make it a place of springs; the early rain also covers it with pools. They go from strength to strength; each one appears before God in Zion.” The Valley of Baca literally means “The Valley of Weeping”...it is a place of brokenness and despair; it is a place that wrenches sorrow from the depth of a person; it is dark, as the mountains that loom around it block out the sun. Have you been to and/or through this place? Because life has these valleys. They lie between the peaks, and we must venture through them to know the joy, the wholeness, the grace-filled growth of the other side.

But look, my friends. Look at what the blessed one whose heart points to Zion finds in the Valley of Weeping...they turn the flowing tears into springs at which to be nourished and to flourish, they find that God had gone before them and covered it with pools of water to quench their parched souls along the way (the work He’s already done in them goes with them). They find strength in this living water, and as this strength wanes from holding them up, lifting their heavy feet to move forward, dragging them across the rocky ground...it needs only to last to the next spring, where they are restored and revived by a strength that is greater still.

Yes, for the joy set before them--the Zion to which their heart longs and points--the blessed and happy pilgrim weeps their way through the valley, knowing there is glory on the other side.

So yes, I am happy. But it is not for lack of weeping. It is because my gut-wrenching sorrows always fall on the eternal joy that lives in the core of me. Over the last few painful years, I have clung to the truths I know...in the times I cannot open up the Word, it comes from within; in the moments I cannot pray, the Spirit intercedes; in the silences when I cannot sing, my redeemed soul leaps for me. God has interwoven Himself so thoroughly through my life that even in the depth of the pit, in the jagged holes at the bottom of Valley of Weeping, we cannot be separated. He is always before me; my questions lead me into His presence, my sorrow leads me into His arms, my sin leads me into His cross, and my weeping leads me into His truth.

Blessed am I and happy is my soul, redeemed by Jesus and running into Him forever.